You know what’s is worst from being a senior in college..knowing that this is the last stage that you are hoping to let everybody know that you can get off..have a break from those restless nights, but yet it svks that this thesis is making you so restless and so fatigue with those people that you encounter particularly you group mates.

this so called “boo-Bossy-boo” human being or not?… … is so frustrating..treating like you don’t know anything..he is so urgghhh confident by his own failing words!! yah!failing! as what i have encountered in all the process of making our by chapters ! and when in fact he is so out of the topic..but as a flow i become so kind and considerate by his filthy feelings..i go on even if the world was against his will..oh my and now he is so disturbing that he indeed quit by his own group.oh my!we will not let him down us..urgghh..”A man is not an island, & cannot live by his own” for all we know no one succeeded by his own. so be it !

so God bless us lord i know this shall be done..i will just go on with the flow of life:3

♫ ♪♫ ♪ “iF sum1 wnts 2 b part of ur lyf..
they’l make an effort 2 b in it..
so don’t bother reserving a space n ur heart 4 sum1 hu doesn’t mke an effort 2 stay!!♫ ♫♪♫ ♪ ♪♫ ♪ 


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-我爱你-…

I was born at a time were darkness and light is at battle
they were arguing who’s gonna make it..to their suprise i was born not in the two of them either but between them at dawn.. and their was the month, the two month ( july and august) who were convincing my mother’s womb to let them take my birth date, but certainly it was Mr.juLY hu make it.. but it was in the tip of his numbers ..the last but the greatest warrior mr. 31 ..see how great my birth is..!!???!!

I started to see the light and leave first the darkness but it was blurd..into my parents surprise i was starting to make my little eyes stare but not exactly into them but into the things that makes me wonder how beautiful and wide the world is..(first sight) GREAt ryt!!??!!

I glance into the edges,heights,corners and started my self to pushed the two parts of my body that supports me (my legs) ..at first i failed..i cried..i started to be sad because i wasn’t able to straight up rigth (stand) easily but i was not aware of the visions of the future i would become so discouraged and so conceive end regret walking..but it was my first (WALK) what a complicated thing to see..

I was afraid..(my heartbeat was so fast)…so much confuse of the things,people around me ..i was so uniterested of so much things to learn, to cultivate, to answer, to question, to search, to endure,
not befriend..not kind…not loved and never loved..into my surprise i was enjoying those things i was not into..”i did it!!” a word i can’t reli forget..i wud remember that time…because it was my (first school) time to go their..AWSOME ryt!!??!! do we have same experienced!!??!!

..first are first and cud never be seconded..:D

cUrrEnTly Im here ..in school,in my home,everywhere ..with my family,with my pEErs,spECiAL 
sUM1..that until now i believed wud cum for i reli believed in destiny..
so romantic yet so impossible..but an unbeatable dream cumtru..wer r u now!!??! hope u cum the time i nid u..to comfort..to guide..to be lean..to loved me for better or worst..

im just simple yet so hard to understand..so fond of having my peers and enjoying their company but yet so uncomplete..having and getting what i want but in the end not being contented…giving and receiving all things that compromises me but yet i am not happy and smiling….kind,thoughtful,caring all gud qualities that a person cud have but yet im not redi to share…so understanding yet so very sensitive..

my hobby…is just rEADing like entering my fantasies ..weather battle of life …being courageous…having perceptions..or just escaping the reality that makes me too anxious of everything„,feeling like im in doomed of darkness searching for the one hu can save me and heal my scars that makes me too unconscious…

i also choses to be with the persons hu makes me jolly and make me like im having amnesia..cant recognize any trials,problems that i was up to..its amazing..i always prefer to be with public so i cant feel too much pain..
im easy going person..u can be comfortable with me coz im easy to be with…love having a lot of friends„

i always want to express my emotions„,on my piece of poem that makes me a person hu loves writing..or i can barely expresses it in my sketch..paint..or maybe just a piece of drawing..love a lot of using my hands to draw lines and make it meaningful..

i love going on parties…tours..travel..or just roaming around..coz i want to explore inside out of adventure„,making my life full of experiences..

i love tasting any kind of food..i love to eat a lot but precisely i dont get big much..love any variety..specialty…and i still want to taste all..love to love food..

i want to stand with my own feet..want to enjoy life..to experience all things to learn..independent …but still dependent..cant imagine my self being all alone and my lips are tied and my voice is not working..


ItS mE…sIMPle Yet SO hARd to HanDle..++

yan aqouh..TAnggap u!!???!!
(F u loVEd Me THeN y noT haNdLE IT!!)..

:D


.☺……….☺
<♥>ME + (♥)YOU »>f☻rever
../\ ………/\

i ♥ u so much pangga d(^.^)b

It was the last day we could spend the time together, every seconds counts for me I made it a day that we could be happy together but I know deep inside myself I could never be happy without my gah,thinking that for months we will never see each other, i couldn’t feel the presence of my beloved with just only sms or calls because it’s not enough for me but as a promise given to my i know that we will be together someday, and when that time comes i could never be lonely again, I almost become jealous because we had a little time left then after gah will have to leave, so we had a fight about it I couldn’t let gah go so I become so selfish.But as I remember those days that we spend together i reminisce all the happy times, the times when i feel the love within gah’s arms, and I’ll treasure it forever.

We had spent the day with my bro, then we had some food to eat since it was gah’s treat I was reli full ,I’m reli fortunte coz gah showed me the love i want to feel but i know it’s not enough time to spent it together so i demanded gah to stay but gah must leave because gah will have a flight the following day so i was really upset. But gah insisted that i can go with them so i was scared but i did go.

—-MEET THE FAMILY—-

I was a bit nervous seeing them but i did my best to impress them with my good behavior, i was really quite I was almost out of place then I was worried that gah’s family will scold gah because of me going there but they were also silent.Then I texted my friend:

me:” o my god i’m so nervous, i don’t know what to do”!:(

friend:what happened?

me:i’m with gah’s Family I don’t know what to do even talk with them. (sigh)

friend:Relax it’s just a a first feeling that u wud feel coz it’s ur first time.

then i was calm, we texted a lot etc.. thank’s to u my friend:)

Then it was almost late when we finish researching for the map where gah will go then I help packing gah’s things.I was really schocked:

mom of gah:” c’mmon u sleep it’s almost late, ur gah will be leaving that early tomorrow and smiled:)

o.mg it was really nice!until the following day i was really quite but they invited me to have breakfast with them so i was really smiling..then at the day when gah will leave i was really so sad thinking that it’s the last day but never be the last that we will see each other..

i’m so lonely but i tried smiling while gah is leaving, then i go with gah’s family to the terminal where they will ride for home.then i had some talks with gah’s mother and sister.

It was really nice knowing that i had meet gah’s family but now i’m feeling so alone, hoping that i could stare at my love one but i’m waiting till gah will come’s back:(

see you again babe, i miss you so much:(