It was the last day we could spend the time together, every seconds counts for me I made it a day that we could be happy together but I know deep inside myself I could never be happy without my gah,thinking that for months we will never see each other, i couldn’t feel the presence of my beloved with just only sms or calls because it’s not enough for me but as a promise given to my i know that we will be together someday, and when that time comes i could never be lonely again, I almost become jealous because we had a little time left then after gah will have to leave, so we had a fight about it I couldn’t let gah go so I become so selfish.But as I remember those days that we spend together i reminisce all the happy times, the times when i feel the love within gah’s arms, and I’ll treasure it forever.
We had spent the day with my bro, then we had some food to eat since it was gah’s treat I was reli full ,I’m reli fortunte coz gah showed me the love i want to feel but i know it’s not enough time to spent it together so i demanded gah to stay but gah must leave because gah will have a flight the following day so i was really upset. But gah insisted that i can go with them so i was scared but i did go.
—-MEET THE FAMILY—-
I was a bit nervous seeing them but i did my best to impress them with my good behavior, i was really quite I was almost out of place then I was worried that gah’s family will scold gah because of me going there but they were also silent.Then I texted my friend:
me:” o my god i’m so nervous, i don’t know what to do”!:(
me:i’m with gah’s Family I don’t know what to do even talk with them. (sigh)
friend:Relax it’s just a a first feeling that u wud feel coz it’s ur first time.
then i was calm, we texted a lot etc.. thank’s to u my friend:)
Then it was almost late when we finish researching for the map where gah will go then I help packing gah’s things.I was really schocked:
mom of gah:” c’mmon u sleep it’s almost late, ur gah will be leaving that early tomorrow and smiled:)
o.mg it was really nice!until the following day i was really quite but they invited me to have breakfast with them so i was really smiling..then at the day when gah will leave i was really so sad thinking that it’s the last day but never be the last that we will see each other..
i’m so lonely but i tried smiling while gah is leaving, then i go with gah’s family to the terminal where they will ride for home.then i had some talks with gah’s mother and sister.
It was really nice knowing that i had meet gah’s family but now i’m feeling so alone, hoping that i could stare at my love one but i’m waiting till gah will come’s back:(
see you again babe, i miss you so much:(